Would it be so bad to wish for something more than this? To wish for something that would help clear someone's mind from the darkness that threatens to devour one's soul.
I am dark. I am 'emo', as teacher Zusa calls me. I am a very pessimistic person. In contrast, my outwards personality is super optimistic. I guess it depends. After all, I am known to have an alter-ego.
The person I am in real life, the person I am on the internet, the person I am on deviantArt, and the person I am on my blog... They're all different people.
Who the hell am I?
I'm all these people, forced to live in one body. Corrupted with the thoughts of more than one mind.
Also I have low blood pressure. Man, that's hard.
Itou's been getting... I don't know how to say it. I don't feel comfortable with her. I definitely don't trust her, and though she is enjoyable to hang out with sometimes, most times all I wanna do is fight her like the great battle between Lightning Rod and Flare Blitz. But that's all in my head.
Also I seem to have misunderstood Yosu completely. We talked it out. Apparently the truth was different from what it seemed. All in all, the relationship did amount to nothing. But she wasn't spiteful about it. Whether or not I believe her? The truth is, I do. I've been passed around with too many stories now. The fact is she still decided to tell me four years after it happened. So I believe her.
Maybe I'm naive like that. Does it even matter anymore? This truth helps me feel better about the relationship. It helps me accept her. Get some closure.
Yosu's down. Hey Sachi, you planning to acknowledge what we had anytime soon?
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