I hate myself.

And I hate people.


And I hate the fucking world.


Fucking google emphasizes fucking privacy even though I logged out a hundred fucking times and safari still kept my gmail logged in. What the fuck.

I don't know what's wrong with me. But I hate myself. I feel heavy and big. But so fucking small. I want to kill somebody. As if that can somehow stop me from hating myself. I want to kill myself.

I want to die in my depression.

Why am I alive

Who the fuck even cares


I'm a fucking nuisance

I'm a pest

Eradicate me from this world

Destroy me


The world will be better without me


Nobody will miss me


Who'll miss a depressed fucking asshole?

Who'll miss me?


I want to bend my fingers backwards.

I want to cry.

I want to fucking disappear