Just cause it was too dramatic. And it didn't really had sense to it.
I am officially in Saipan. It's been about two weeks now, and I can't say I haven't been enjoying myself. This is a good place with warm people. With good sports. And tennis. Lots and lots of tennis. You get a tan even when you don't want to. And not necessarily the good tan either.
Sometimes it's a sock tan. Bring death to sock tans!
I think I can say now... I want to move here. To live here. With TanTon and Aunt Lydia and all my Saipanese friends. I'm starting to make them. Friends, I mean. Growing up, I'm aware of my troubles with making friends. I'm too awkward, they're too awkward. I try to make jokes, they don't laugh. Y U NO LAUGH. Sometimes people can be so mean, truly.
Life has a nice ring to it here. Plus I get exercise. I lose weight. I get fit. It's a good place. Healthy and nice. With hot suns, but warm breezes. Yes, there is more than one sun here. It's a magical world we live in.
Classes are good too. Of course, I can't really grasp the concepts of em' yet. Almost all the students know about the countries around the world except me, and I flunk horribly at Geometry and Biology. But I think with a little tutoring and some extra time to my studies, I can get it done. English, I'd do alright. PE, I'd do alright. AR, I'd do alright. Life could be good.
Life could be free.
Also, I found my kin. Apparently there's a girl here who shares my orientation.
It could be a real turn around to come here.
I'm willing to make that shift.
Also Aunty Lydia cheats in zitchdog.
