Just Visited My Friend In the Hospital.

Ah damn, there's just something about you. So stupid..

I mean, no matter what you do, how bad it gets and how far you go with another person, I just can't quite stay mad at you. Not for long, anyways. I'll be hurt, sure, but I can't picture my future without you.

And I don't know if that's a platonic friend thing, or if I'm seriously crushing over you AGAIN. But I don't want it to be the latter cause I can picture myself with other hotter and nicer people who'll treat me as an equal, but somehow as long as I'm still on the market, I feel like there's some lingering chance from our last encounter that makes the situation awkward.

One-sided, more like it.

Anyways, dinner was lovely :) We had oxtail. Spicy oxtail. Tasted DE-LISH. And though I shudder at spice, I took it surprisingly well. Way to go, spicy taste buds! You're making mama proud!

... Okay that was just weird.